Hello, I’m eider!
I’m the soul and the face behind Soul’s Recollections, and as a certified spiritual guide and soul purpose coach, I’m here to guide you in your journey to uncovering your soul’s sacred calling.
I’ve felt a strong, yet incomprehensible pull toward my purpose since I was a kid. At age 4, questions like “Why am I here?”, “Who am I?” and “What do I do in this world?” were really common for me to ask myself. I knew at my core I was meant to fulfil something much bigger than me, that there was a specific reason for me being here beyond what society tells us. It’s as if I was already born with an inner compass that guided me towards my soul’s true north. That has been the search of my life.
I have always tried to build a life that felt authentic to me, and I’ve experienced hurdle after hurdle on my way there. One of them was a rather difficult experience I went through in middle school that left me disconnected from my spirituality and from who I really was. That led me to switch my focus to my studies and future careers, thinking that I could find both myself and meaning, through that path.
I tried to navigate that disconnection as best as I could, but when I was 16 everything crumbled. I went through an intense existential crisis and dark night of the soul that left my foundations pretty shaky. I was a completely different person. I started to question everything around academics and career. What I wanted to do up until that moment didn't feel appealing anymore. All of this was amplified by my grandpa’s death at the end of high school. So I started to reconnect with my spirituality again, and dove deeper into personal growth. But I still had all those years of conditioning on me, so I continued down a more traditional path in hopes that I could find that thing that really called to me.
I didn’t need a long time to realise that a traditional corporate job wasn’t going to work for me, no matter how enjoyable it was, because there was always something missing - I couldn’t find meaning in it and I didn’t feel fulfilled. I knew it wasn’t what I was meant to do here. And while I was still studying computer science and going through corporate and factory jobs, I was diving even deeper into personal growth and spirituality and my conditioning started to shift. At one point, I realised I was just trying to find something that already existed - trying to fit my purpose in a mould that was already created. But that was never meant to work. And that shifted my entire perspective.
External changes didn’t happen until I recognized there was one key value that was missing in my life and I started to align with it - calmness. You see, I have always loved fast-paced environments, I’ve always loved speed. So each time I reflected on my values, peace and calm were far from being in my top 10. I was conditioned to believe that was my natural state when it wasn’t. It isn't. I was rushing from one place to another without time to pause, rest and relax. I wasn’t living with integrity.
The tipping point, though, was not that. Everything completely changed when I saw that the only job that I really enjoyed and I wanted to opt for, was completely out of my reach. I was left not knowing what direction to take and the only option for me was to pause and take some time off. I couldn't continue repeating the same cycles. I was trying to find all the answers outside of me and trying to do all these different things, but the only thing I needed was a little bit of time to be with myself - no rush, no speed, just pure peace. To take things off the plate, not add more. To slow down and pause.
What came after that was two years of full expansion.
After a few months of confusion, I enrolled in a pendulum work certification, and 4 months in I had a huge breakthrough about my purpose. I learnt about the 7 rays and how that was connected with my soul and purpose. That was the spark that ignited the biggest and fastest shifts that I’ve ever experienced. That moment and the months that followed were really challenging for my ego, my mind and my nervous system, but I knew I was on the right path. And everything made complete sense when a few months later I heard a voice in my head that told me “You’re here to be a spiritual guide”. That was something that my mind couldn't comprehend or explain, but I could feel it was true. My soul knew.
In the year that followed, I dedicated myself to that path. I learnt and discovered even more things, I continued to grow and alongside me, my purpose evolved. This is why I’m here. My soul already knew, I just had to listen. But this is just the first layer, this is just the first part of my purpose, this is just the beginning.
Change is always on the horizon.
More, better, bigger and deeper is yet to come,
and I’m ready for it.
Are you?
If you resonate with my story, if you’ve ever felt that way, I invite you to keep growing and evolving with me, however that looks like for you.
fun facts
🚜 I live on a farm deep in the Basque Country.
🏀 I adore basketball and track & field.
🖥️ I hold a few Computer Science degrees.
❄️ I love cold and rainy days, and hot weather is not a good friend of mine.
💬 I’m multilingual.
A few personality and soul traits
Scorpio Sun
Sagittarius Moon
Aquarius Rising
WESTERN ASTROLOGY
Libra Sun
Scorpio Moon
Capricorn Rising
vedic ASTROLOGY
the 7 rays
Personality Ray 3
Soul Ray 7
Type 4 Wing 5
enneagram
Myers–Briggs Type
INFJ
human design
4/6 Splenic Projector